This blog began over forty years ago. Of course, I didn’t know anything consciously about blogs when I was three, but what I did know is: I was a seeker. I sought after truth, safety, acceptance, love. And I sought through many avenues and passageways: religions, addictions, relationships, therapies, and many other places to hide. I say, “hide,” because when one is lonely, hurt, abandoned, abused, there is a yearning to find something, someone, someplace in which to curl up in and hide–anything to fill the hole inside, anything to make it OK, anything to oddly enough keep things the same. I sought through sordid places, made many mistakes and wrong turns. And after many years of searching and suffering, I had enough—I wanted a change—a new life.
I embarked on a path in which I didn’t have to be alone anymore. I didn’t have to hide anymore (unless I consciously chose to). I didn’t have to be slave to my feelings and negative beliefs and paradigms. This path brought friends, mentors, and spiritual brothers and sisters in suffering into my life. And slowly I learned to let them in.
Some in this fellowship studied and lived by the writings of Emmet Fox and the 12 Steps. I dove into these teachings out of sheer hopelessness and ended up learning to swim and play (and yes, trudge) through them—constantly discovering ways to apply them to my life. Today, there is hope. I have a deep and meaningful conscious-contact with the Wonder Child. I need never feel lonely again. The way has opened and I walk hand-in-hand with my fellow seekers. Creativity and intuition are part of my life now. And so is joy—the deliciousness of being alive.
One of these seekers suggested I start this blog as a way of celebrating, processing, and sharing my journey in contacting the Wonder Child. So here I am. And here you are. Everyone is welcome. There is room for everyone. For everyone has suffered. Everyone carries shame and guilt. Everyone carries pain and negative beliefs and self-talk. And yes, everyone carries within them the Wonder Child. Let’s embrace the feelings we need to embrace and move together towards our dreams, towards God, towards freedom–towards the Wonder Child.
Copyright Joseph Anthony of the Wonder Child Blog