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An EFT Video for Anxiety and Fear, During These Strange, Covid-19 Times, by Jennifer Angelina Petro
International Women’s Day, Thursday, March 8 , 2018, By Jennifer Angelina Petro
International Women’s Day,
Thursday, March 8 , 2018
By
Jennifer Angelina Petro
I am a woman.
Born with a penis.
I am a woman who harbors the moon
In the center of her soul.
Born with YX chromosomes,
Low testosterone and high levels of estrogen,
So much so the doctors
Were concerned for her health.
I am a woman with a manta ray
Billowing in the dark waters of her heart.
I am a woman who went unrecognized
When she was born regardless
Of the hormones glowing in her body.
I am a woman who walks with the willows.
I am a woman given testosterone shots
When she was a child.
I am a woman born with Bast in her mind.
I am a woman who sired three sons.
I am a woman who steals through the woods
Like a ribbon of light.
I am a woman called, “Mister,”
For many of her adult years.
I am a woman who sings to each and every tree.
I am a woman with a voice
Everyone identifies as male except the trees.
I am a woman with hidden wings large enough
To drape around her body when she sleeps.
I am a woman who shaves her tits.
I am a woman who speaks stars and planets.
I am a woman who feels most comfortable physically in men’s underwear.
I am a woman who roars.
I am a woman who walks the world in fear for her life, yet walks anyway.
I am a woman who knows when you are secretly grieving.
I am a woman with hair on her fingers.
I am a woman with baskets of bread in her arms.
I am a woman most people do not want to see.
I am a woman with a spirit on fire for justice.
I am a woman who presents in ways so as to smash the tired binaries.
I am a woman with darkness in her eyes that leads to lakes hidden by trees.
I am a woman blessed to be born again and again.
I am a woman surrounded by ghosts of ladies in waiting.
I am a woman feared by men and their stunted desires.
I am a woman who raises the dead from the ground as she passes.
I am a woman feared by TERFS and their insecurities in their own femininity.
I am a woman who nests in her bed like a sleeping bear.
I am a woman feared to exist in the world.
I am a woman who bathes in flowers.
I am a woman with lotuses growing up her spine.
I am a woman with orchids watching from her thoughts.
I am a woman with tigers hiding in her laughter.
I am a woman followed by trooping faeries.
I am a woman walking side by side with a snowy unicorn of power.
I am a woman with herbs in her pockets and moss on her cloak.
I am a woman with hidden rivers of light in her touch.
I am a woman with the universe in her hair.
I am a woman who shatters skewed perceptions.
I am a woman who knows herself as the moon knows the trees.
I am a woman.
Born with a penis.
I am a woman changing the world.
I am a woman as divine as you.
Transcendencies, a Poem to Honor Transgender Day of Remembrance 2017, by Jennifer Angelina Petro
I wrote this poem originally two years ago and is the title poem of my book by the same name. I have revised it rather drastically, and much more for the better. I hope it helps celebrate who we are, each other, and our future together.
Love, Jenn
Transcendencies
A Poem for the Transgender Community
by
Jennifer Angelina Petro
We are all transcendent,
Shining across space and time in clouds
Of oxygen, carbon, hydrogen and nitrogen;
Each and every one of us transcends
Something, or someone, or somehow
Or someday—just to be able to stand here
In this very moment, catching our breath,
Learning to live–
We all transcend and become—
It is as simple as that.
Our blood streams are transoceanic,
Our bodies holy translations of spirit and soul,
Transcribed onto the pages of the world
By an Author who knows us by heart and accepts us as we are.
Yes, we are transpierced with pain—
Every day just leaving our house
And wondering if we will be safe—hurts.
Yes, we have been transplanted inside
And for some the ground grows more certain with every step,
While others cannot move out of fear for their lives.
Even as we progress in small ways and big,
Through a series of seemingly never-ending transversals only to find ourselves
Transported into more hatred, ignorance,
And shadow-driven insecurities of so-called, “religious” people—
We are still here—we will not give up.
We transilluminate boundaries
That no longer have solid meaning—they never did,
We are waking up to the truth that gender
Is not fixed—it is transmigratory—and no longer the transaxle
Of a tired binary sustained by those who have never even
Taken the time to get to know their own bodies–
Let alone love, or transform them into possibilities without shame—
Even though everything about people like us is transubstantiated
By living, breathing experience and science—for here we are, and yet we are told
We do not exist—We are told we do not deserve to exist—
Even though our lives are based on real, vital, valid, individual,
And continuous transitions of body and spirit,
We are still told we are evil, perversions,
Abominations before god.
How many more of us will be murdered by transient-thinking men
Before the world decides it is one more too many?
What makes transphobic people think they can transpose
An already faulty belief system onto us to justify or rationalize
Their unjustifiable and irrational actions and laws?
Do they really think we will not fight back against their genocidal ways?
My dear trans community, let us help transport one another
And the world, into a time where transcendencies are accepted as commonplace–
It will happen despite their barbaric ideas—
We will not be transfixed by their condemning and weakening gaze—They
Who cannot think past their own shadows—they too
Will be transformed.
We are living transmissions of realities
That shine a light on their small mindedness,
And we are here to stay.
We are not here to inspire some kind
Of transcultural revolution—
We ARE a revolution—
Every time we step out into the world
We declare that infinite possibilities exist.
Jesus of the transfiguration, came to transmute those who hate
And to set their limited beliefs on fire;
Jesus came to give them a spirit-transfusion to flush out
Both their own self-loathing and their fear of us–
Those of us, steeped in beatitudes and compassion
So deep, and forged by pain and marginalization,
As to be transcribed into living testaments
Of love’s transcendent power—we will inherit the earth.
Come, haters, shed your mantles of tissue and weariness,
Shed your tired ideological transparencies, and projections,
And transmigrate with us to a way of living where Jesus reigns
Alongside the mother tree and the transdimensional angels
Singing and dancing for the freedom of all souls.
For you will transpire—perhaps sooner than you want–
Life is transonic, yes, but it is death that comes at the speed of sound—
And when it does you shall be transposed against a backdrop of light
And seen for how you really lived.
And we—
We will continue to blossom and unfurl—transcendentalists
Of power—living rainbows moving ever forward—
We will continue to be transcendencies of glory,
And revelations of truth,
We will transcend you, transmogrify you, transverse you—
We will ever be here shining a light on your hypocrisies,
And reveling in the wonder of who we are.
And my beloved trans community,
May we transcend our own limited ideas of what it means
To really be trans, may we put an end to policing one another,
And instead accept one another for our transunique journeys.
May we all join forces to transfree ourselves and one another.
For we are all transcendent,
Shining across space and time in clouds
Of oxygen, carbon, hydrogen and nitrogen;
Each and every one of us transcends
Something, or someone, or somehow
Or someday—just to be able to stand here
In this very moment, catching our breath,
Learning to live–
We all transcend and become—
It is as simple as that.
Catching Myself, by Jennifer Angelina Petro
Catching Myself
By
Jennifer Angelina Petro
Lately I have been thinking
When I was young I would
Buy butterfly nets, or make them,
And then go chasing after those delicate,
Powder-winged beings.
I swooped my net down,
Across, zig zag—anything to
Snatch a butterfly in midflight,
And when I captured one,
As gently as I could, I removed it
From the net, held it cupped in my hands,
Felt it tickling my palms
With fear-filled wings,
Examined its face, legs, and abdomen—
Resisting the traumatized impulse
To dog-ear its wings,
And then I would let it go
Like I was offering it to the world,
Like I was doing something kind,
Like I had every right to disturb
The life and heartbeat of these most
Cosmological beings, and then,
I would look at my hands
And see stains of pigment
Smudged on my palms—
It made me feel guilty,
It made me feel cruel,
And it made me feel like,
Just once, I had some form
Of beauty glittering inside me
as I fluttered into the waiting, stormy sky.
Transitioning, by Jennifer Angelina Petro
Transitioning
By
Jennifer Angelina Petro
In the first place,
To begin with,
The first thing to remember,
By all means,
In light of,
In any event,
Moreover,
Then again,
To clarify,
As a matter of fact,
Until now,
As you can see,
When,
Surprisingly,
To put it differently,
Sooner or later,
Suddenly,
Altogether,
Coupled with,
Beyond,
Similarly,
Of course,
Next,
Now,
In detail,
Accordingly,
In the final analysis,
Together with,
For this intention,
For this in mind,
Here and there,
Alongside,
Be that as it may,
Again,
And again,
Nevertheless,
In reality,
To be sure,
I am,
Uniquely,
Granted, that,
In the same fashion,
That is to say,
I am whole,
For one thing,
I am here,
In like manner,
Owing to,
Being that,
As well as anyone,
I am,
Equally important,
At the same time,
Furthermore,
Above all,
I am here,
In essence,
All in all,
Here,
Regardless,
No matter,
I am here,
In the long run,
All in all,
Surprisingly,
Transitioning,
Here.
TransHaiku (Transgender-Inspired Haiku) by Jennifer Angelina Petro
Some TransHaiku
By
Jennifer Angelina Petro
Look in the mirror,
The self you’ve always wanted,
The rebirth is now.
*
What is in my pants?
The question so many ask.
Revealing their fear.
*
As I shave my breasts
Making them smooth as lilies,
I adore myself.
*
Walking through the spring,
Flowers and buds are in bloom,
This I understand.
*
Swallowing the pills,
The moonlight of estrogen,
Supporting my truth.
*
I am the spring,
A revelation of flowers,
A transgender bloom.
Hidden Heritages, by Jennifer Angelina Petro
Hidden Heritages
A poem celebrating being trans
inspired by attending a workshop with Starhawk
By
Jennifer Angelina Petro
In the art of ritual
common, everyday things
take on new meaning.
The tree roots snaking
above the ground can
symbolize emergence
as well as determination
of will; the padlock pressed
into the grass by the grave
can mean secrets protected
forever; the strategically timed
coffee break which lets you
step into the sun, or the stone
you place in the center
of the meeting room table
while no one is looking
can both represent your ability
to live in truth—the solid, bed-rock
of truth, and both seamlessly blend
the magical with the logistical;
words and gestures translate intentions
and speak hidden heritages
between people not sharing a bloodline;
your every move can bind or loosen spirits;
every political action taken for good
and for the sake of children
will always be the highest form
of ritual; and this body—
this transformation of the mundane
feminine and the mundane masculine
into magical possibilities, declares
that spirit cloaked in flesh manifests
every need, every desire, every foundational
truth into being, into living wonder,
into the sacred space of what is
and what can be.
Stations, by Jennifer Angelina Petro
Stations
By
Jennifer Angelina Petro
“Have a good one,”
the teller said,
and I wondered
as I carried my bags
to the car:
“Which one? One what?
Why limit yourself
to only one?”
The autumn train
is pulling away from the station
leaving trails of red
and gold in her wake.
Having missed my stop
owing to worry
and a pull to end
my own life, I roam
the Philadelphia streets
looking for someone
to tell me there will be other
ways to get through
the winter stations,
there will be friends
at the end of the line
holding signs and flowers,
there will be an end
to the tears,
and spring will be there
waiting to the do the rest—
waiting to welcome
a good one home.
Transcendencies, A Transgender Manifesto, by Jennifer Angelina Petro
Transcendencies
A Transgender Manifesto
by
Jennifer Angelina Petro
We are all transcendentalists
Seeking to live above duality and paradox,
We are all transcendent,
Shining across space and time in clouds
Of oxygen and carbon, hydrogen and nitrogen;
Each and every one of us transcends
Something, or someone, or somehow
Or someday—just to be able to stand here catching our breath—
We transcend and we become—
It is as simple as that.
Our blood streams are transcontinental,
Our lives holy translations of spirit and soul,
And if we are lucky, we sense ourselves being
Transcribed onto the pages of the world
And can take comfort in knowing
Our lives are written, revised, edited, and published
By storylines far greater than ours—
We are all transfigured, like Jesus on the transmountain
And then resurrected to life everlasting
Every time we transcend ourselves to become ourselves–
Life is nothing but a series of ongoing
Transplantations and transferals of fluids and spirit–
We transmogrify our way through life–
And time is transinfinite—shifting over and ever through
Many transhistorical points of references
That are increasingly transcultural and transhuman, and
Full of blood and wishes—
Everything we do, say, or think
Is transformative, setting events into motion
That change us and our world—
We are all transients and haven’t a clue—
Even beyond our so-called beliefs, where or when, how, or why
We will be transformed and/or transported
To otherness, to other transpossibilities—
Our spirits translocate and love transelevates us—
We are transpirited and our souls translucent,
Transmissible, and transoceanic—-
Why not rejoice and dance with one another
And love the best of who we are?
Yes, I am transpierced with pain,
Yes, I have been transplanted inside
And the ground softens with every step;
Yes, I am transpolar and songs and poems
Come aching to be transubstantiated into form through me,
And yet, even as I move through a series
Of neverending transversals only to find myself
Transported into more hatred, ignorance,
And shadow-driven insecurities of the white men—
I am still here—I have not given up yet—
I transilluminate boundaries
That no longer have solid meaning—they never did,
But now monsters are waking up to the truth that gender
Is not fixed—it is transfixed—and no longer the transaxle
Of a tired binary sustained by them—the white men—
Whose own genitals they never truly know,
Or love, or transform into possibilities without shame—
Even though everything about people like me is transubstantiated
By living, breathing experience—for here I am, and yet I am told
I do not exist—I am told I do not deserve to exist—
Even though everything exists based on continuous
Transformations of spirit and body,
And long, transcendent series of moments
Spilling into other moments into which we are all
Given choices to hurt or to heal, love or to hate,
Explore or destroy—and the occurrences of transpeople
Hurting anyone are rare—for true transpeople
Understand pain as few others do————-
What makes you think you can transpose
An already faulty belief system to justify or rationalize
Your unjustifiable and irrational actions and laws?
Do you really think humanity will not eventually wise up
To your genocidal ways?
Be ye transported into a land where transcendencies
Are accepted as commonplace—because, in actuality,
They already are—
We all transmute oxygen and water
And food into our transubstantiating metabolisms—
Everything we do is a transaction of time and space
Body, mind, spirit, soul—no matter how far we move
From one another, we are all transactors,
And our breath transoceanic, and our lives
Transferrable with one another’s—
It will happen despite your barbaric ideas—
I will not be transfixed by your gaze—You
Who cannot think past your own shadow—
I am a living transmission of messages
Who illuminates your small mindedness.
I am not here to inspire some kind
Of transcultural revolution—
I AM a revolution—I am
Transfiguration transanimated by my every movement,
And I live as a thorn in the side
Of the white man who has lost any ability—
Indeed—if they ever had any—to transmute limited thinking
Into growth, evolution, wisdom, common sense—
Love and true, “Christian” charity—
The Jesus transfigured on the mount does not know
Hatred—no matter what Paul tried to tattoo
Onto him—Jesus was transgender—transforming
God-seed into woman-flesh—
And back again to seed and flower for all eternity—You can know this
With all certainty, if you will only look past your own
Untouched, unloved, unabused genitals—
Jesus came to transfigure you and to set your limited beliefs on fire,
Jesus came to give you a transfusion to flush out
Your hatred both of yourself and of those
Who truly live as he suggested—steeped in the beatitudes
So deeply as to be transcribed into living testaments
Of love’s transcendent power—
Come, shed your mantles of tissue and weariness,
Come shed your tired ideological transparencies,
And transmigrate with me to a way of living where Jesus reigns
Alongside the mother tree and the angels
Of transmogrification, and beings of transdimensional
Singing and dancing—
For we all transpire–and will–sooner than we want,
Life is transonic, yes, but it is death that comes at the speed of sound—
And when it does we shall all be transposed against a backdrop of light
And seen for how we really lived and breathed—
So live now with me, with us—we are your brothers and sisters
And siblings of light transilluminated with holy,
And unending folly and grace, and joy transacted
Into countless transferals—let us all be
Translocated into here and now—transgiven
Transcendencies in love, sweet love,
Everlasting.