The Holy Work

Once upon a
time the Moon cast a radiant smile upon the night.  Through the web of trees her attention was
drawn to an old man sitting alone on a tree stump in his backward.

“Odd,”
thought the Moon, “It’s three-thirty in the morning.  Why is he up?”

The Moon
gently reached down and explored the old man’s soul, for that is one of the Moon’s
main jobs you know.  With loving fingers
that dripped with compassion she found what she was looking for—a wound. 

When she
found the tender place, she drew herself up, and summoned the notes to her song.  They gathered around her, awaiting her
command. 

“I have
found a little kingdom, war-torn and ragged; let us begin our holy work.”

And she
started to sing.  The notes of her
song—silvery, luminous, and blossoming, wove their way through the stars, gathering
light as they descended.  They rivered through
the trees, gathering dew as they went, and eventually sifted their way into the
old man’s soul, like fireflies illuminating the darkness.

The old man
suddenly found himself rocking like a little boy, his arms clasped around his
knees.  He missed her so.  And as his soul began resonating with the
glowing thrum of the Moon’s song, tears formed in his eyes.  They rose from the springs hidden in the dark
soil of his grief.  They welled up, like
waves to touch the shores of his suffering. 
They were drawn upwards, like water from the earth to nourish the roots
of the cherry blossoms.  And he
wept.  Flooded with tears he wept, mouth
open, heart open, wound open, he wept.  He
looked to the sky.  The Moon smiled her
smile of deepest tenderness. Her notes whirled around and within him filling
him with light and healing dew.

And then the
Moon gave her silent whistle and called the old man’s dog to his side.  It obeyed, quietly padding its way to where
the old man sat. 

“Oh, go back
to sleep,” wept the old man tousling the top of the dog’s head.  “I’m OK. 
I just miss her so much.”  And
then the tears overtook him again and he rocked some more to the Moon’s
shimmering music.

And the dog,
hearing her music, wagged its tail.  It
lifted a paw onto the old man’s knee. 
The old man scratched the dog behind its ears.  They sat this way for a long time, the old
man, the Moon, and his dog.

Then something
caught the dog’s attention.  It tilted
his head and began to bark.  It turned
away and ran towards the field, stopping and staring into the night.  It trotted back barking at the old man.

“What is it
girl?” asked the old man sniffling. 
“What’s out there?”

The dog
barked again running back and forth between the old man and the edge of the
Moon-lit field.

“I’m tired,”
said the old man, “it’s too late for a walk.” 

That’s when
he saw her. 

Surrounded
by a gently pulsing orb of light—she stood in the field–watching him.

He gasped
and clutched his chest.  His world
toppled like a bowl from a shelf. He stood and without realizing it began to
run.

Yes, she was
there.  As the old man neared, calling
her name, she lifted her arms clad in robes of light.  She was smiling as he fell into her waiting
embrace.  His heart broke open with tears
and his wailing cries of relief and rejoicing filled the night sky.

And the
Moon, weeping herself, called the angels around her.

“It’s time,”
she said, “prepare the welcoming feast.”

And with
that, she pulled a thin veil over her face and turned slowly away to give the
old man and his dear wife some tender time alone.

 

Copyright Joseph Anthony of the Wonder Child Blog


On Doing What You Love, A Short Story About Dung Beetles

“Is it round
enough yet?” Donker asked, patting here, patting there.

“Not yet,”
Drina said, working feverishly, pushing in a little clump.

“How ‘bout
now?” he asked, tucking in a loose fiber.

It was a
moment before Drina answered as she rounded the ball, inspecting it carefully.

“It’s a go,”
she yelled, “Let’s roll before we’re hijacked!”

“Hold on
tight!” Donker shouted, “Woo-whoo!”  Donker
dug his powerful front claws into the dry, African ground and shoved off.  It was an excellent push, propelling them
forward with ease.  Tumbling over and
over Drina laughed as if on a theme park ride. 
Every few feet Donker would stop rolling, climb on top, get his bearings
and check out the road ahead and then leap back down and shove off again. 

“We got a
great ball here!” Drina shouted at Donker, whom she could not see as she rolled.

“Yes, it
should make a fine place for you to lay your eggs!” yelled Dunker, a bit out of
breath from pushing the ball of dung that was twenty times his weight.

“Is this
good?” he asked leaping atop the ball and surveying the area.

“It’s nice,”
she said, “thank you.”

“Anything
for you, my love,” and immediately he started digging and burying the perfectly
round ball of dung.

A few feet
away, a grumpy water buffalo named Haji watched the two dung beetles burying
their ball of dung.

“Don’t you
ever tire of pushing poop around?” he called with his mouth full of cud.

And without
so much as looking up from his work, Donker answered, “Why would we?”

“You’re
pushing poop.” Haji said.

“So what?”

“It’s poop.”

“You’re
point?”

“My point is
you’re pushing poop,” said Haji getting annoyed at not being able to annoy
Donker and Drina, “That’s not exactly dignified work.”

“We each
have our calling,” said Drina, busily preparing the burrow.

“So your
calling is to gather poop up into balls, roll it across the savannah, bury it,
and then lay eggs in it?” scoffed Haji.

“We mate in
it too,” smiled Donker.

“Oh brother,”
said Haji, flicking his tail.  “Don’t you
get tired?”

“Of mating?”

“No,” said
Haji spitting out some cud, “of pushing poop!”

“Of course
we get tired sometimes, we’re only beetles. 
I mean, we’re quite strong, but we’re not immune to getting tired,” said
Donker.

“I don’t
mean the physical labor part of your poop pushing, I mean the doing the same
thing every day-part…the day in day out of poop-pushing…You know, the same old
same old.”

“Oh that,”
said Donker, “then no.  I never tire of
doing what I love.”

“How can you
love pushing poop?”

“How can you
love chewing cud?”

“I’m just
saying,” said Haji defensively, “that pushing balls of poop around seems so…so…boring…not
to mention disgusting.”

“How long
have you been regurgitating that mouthful of cud?” Donker asked.

“Six hours,”
mumbled Haji.

“Aren’t you
bored?”

“Yes, that’s
why I’m talking with you.  I hate chewing
cud all day.”

“That’s too
bad,” said Donker, “we’d only get bored if we didn’t love ourselves and our
work.”

“Oh isn’t
that cute?  You’re holy roller-philosophers
now who are going to give me a motivational speech about loving myself.”

“No,” added
Drina, “It’s just that if you loved yourself and the work you do, it wouldn’t
get boring.”

“Yeah, well
what if you hated your work and didn’t much like yourself either?”

“Then your
calling would become drudgery.  It would
become a dead end.  A job you hate.  Something to retire from.  Something to resent.  Eventually you would die a poor, bitter
soul.”

“So what do
I do?”

“Learn to
love yourself,” said Donker.

“That’s
hard.”

“Only if you
make it so,” added Drina as she sank further beneath the ball of dung into the
burrow.

“But how do
I do that?”

“One thing
you could do is to learn to love what’s in front of you,” she said, “make it
holy.  Make it wonderful.  Make everything you do a vocation—an
expression of you.”

“But I hate
my job of chewing cud!” Haji bellowed. 

“I’m so
sorry,” called Drina who was now nestled completely underground.  Donker was right behind her.  As he sank beneath the ground, he sealed off
the tunnel to their chamber.

“Well, my new
calling is to stomp on beetles,” said Haji as he lifted his front hoof.

But his
words and hoof fell on motionless ground, for Donker and Drina were safely
below in their cozy burrow, snuggled down for a bit of fragrant romancing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Copyright Joseph Anthony of the Wonder Child Blog


The Beast and the Hunter, Lessons on Facing Fear

The panther
moved through the trees, like living fog. 
Its ears twitched and its tail switched.  It looked over its
shoulder—followed by a force that struck fear into its heart.  As it streamed through the leaves and
branches, like a snake with legs, it grew more and more agitated and wild.  It could hear the singing closing in on it in
the distance.  The panther was
terrified.  How could its pursuer know
where it was?  It blended into the night
like black paint onto black canvas, but still the singing followed. It followed
like an invisible river.  Legend had it
this tamer of wild things used its dreams to follow its prey.  The deeper the panther glided through the
jungle, the louder the singing became.  It
was maddening. Legend had it this singing hunter used the pages of the night
itself to read its prey’s movements.  How
could the panther match such wisdom? 
This hunter was said to even write messages in the leaves that signaled
others to help show him the way.  This
hunter even spoke with other hunters—unafraid of the competition, and shared
his secrets and listened to theirs.  This
hunter would not be denied.  Still the
panther tried, it slid through the trees growing more and more afraid.   Finally,
in complete and utter desperation, the panther turned and sprang on its
pursuer, knowing it would mean suicide—for no one conquered this hunter.  But this being followed, this impending
calamity and doom, was too much for the panther to bear.  And so it leapt, loosening a thick, guttural
growl.  Its pursuer simply stepped aside,
and in the flash of a second was on the panther’s back, laughing, and singing.  The panther shot up the nearest tree hoping
to lose its unwelcome rider.  It leapt
from one branch to another, but still the hunter clung on, singing and
laughing, having the ride of his life. 
And then the most feared thing began to happen—the thing the panther had
always heard would happen if you came into contact with this strange hunter.  The hunter began stroking it behind its ears
as he sung the most hypnotic, luminous song it had ever heard.  The singing began seeping into the panther’s
moon-colored brain.  And then, like a
kitten, the panther began descending from the treetops until it finally
alighted onto the ground.  It tried one
last time to run, but its legs gave way, and soon it was stumbling and
splashing through the dew-drenched ferns until it collapsed, helplessly
swooning.  The hunter kept petting it and
singing his lullaby of morning and sun, of eternal spring and eternal summer,
of rivers of laughter and ponds covered with golden leaves.  The panther just closed its green eyes
and sighed, purring, defeated, completely tamed.  And the child, that rider of panthers and dragons,
threw his arms around the panther’s neck and wept.  The panther, to the amazed delight of the
watching rabbits and tree-mice, wept also. 
Then the child stood and sang his song even louder than before.  As he sang a light began pouring from his heart.  The light created a glow that surrounded the
panther.  The panther stood on its hind
legs and began dancing with the child.  With its deep,
husky voice, it began singing. 
And as it sang, it danced in the light until it disappeared into the
child’s waiting, infinite heart.

Copyright Joseph Anthony of the Wonder Child Blog


The Fable of the Two Gardeners

The Fable of
the Two Gardeners

By Joseph
Anthony

Inspired by
Emmet Fox

Once upon a
time there was a wise gardener planting flower bulbs in his garden.  As he worked, he sang; as he sang, each bulb
seemed to glow in his hands as he nestled it into the cool, moist earth.  Every day he planted bulbs, for he desired a
garden of flowers that would spread for miles. 
Some days his back ached from all the bending and digging.  Some days he even complained about his aches
and pains. Mostly however, he planted bulbs and sang, loving the blossoms that
had already bloomed and looking ahead in child-like expectation to the ones that
would sprout in the future—expectation—not impatience.  For he would plant the bulbs and move on,
knowing, trusting that the earth, the sun, the rain, and the One had a plan for
each and every bulb.  The bulbs would
break through in their own sweet, perfect time-most often unexpectedly, most
often when he had forgotten planting them; most often when others were there to
notice and had to point them out to him and he would laugh with surprise.   People
came from far and wide to stroll through his garden.  It was indeed a beautiful site—paradise.  And the butterflies and the bees?  For them it was heaven.  To the toads and the praying mantis, the
hummingbirds, and the sun and the moon, it was also a place to call home.  Yes the sun and the moon loved spending time
in his flower garden.  They loved shining
down upon it, gazing at the riot of colors and infinite variety of the shapes
of the blooms.  The stars would look down
upon his flowers by the light of the moon, and love them so much they would
weep tears of joy that could be found shimmering on the petals and leaves every
morning.  And the wise gardener would
work every day, his every movement a dance, and he loved wondering at the
wonder of it all, that the Creator could devise such a plan that took homely,
roughly honed bundles of hard, dryness and transform them into graceful,
slender, exquisitely gorgeous flowers that opened their fragrant faces and
hands to the sun—faces and hands that dripped with beauty and ambrosia.  He was most grateful however, for the blubs
themselves.  He knew they were the key to
his lavish and abundant garden.  He
collected bulbs wherever he went.  Everyone
he met he would ask them if they had any bulbs they would like to share—rich people,
poor people, smart people, mean people, it did not matter.  If they had bulbs (which everyone did) he
wanted to check them out.  Of course
sometimes someone would offer him a bulb that he didn’t want, and sometimes he’d
take it only to later toss it on the roadside on his way home; other times he
would politely say, “No thank you,” tip his hat, and be on his way.  Mostly he collected all that were offered,
for you never knew exactly what sort of flower a bulb might produce, especially
if the giver didn’t know what it was or where he had acquired it.  The wise gardener loved these mystery bulbs
the best, where each blossom was a wonderful surprise.  He collected large flower bulbs and tiny
ones, old ones and new.  And with each
bulb he gathered and planted, he whispered a prayer of thanks.  The prayer would weave its way through his
song, mingle with the sweat from his brow, and travel down right through his
dirty, loving hands into the earth, and the earth would sing it back in the
form of the blossoms.

Next door
there lived another gardener.  He did not
like waiting for the blubs to grow, so he would steal fully grown flowers from
his neighbor, enjoy their beauty for a few moments, praise them, wonder at
them, and then plant them—blossom, leaves, and stem—right in the ground.  He would then watch and wait for a bulb to
sprout up, for he often heard his wise neighbor saying that the bulbs were the
secret to his successful garden.  Bulbs
never sprouted however.  And after a while
he would walk away shaking his head, blaming his neighbor, cursing the sun and
the flowers themselves, hating the never-appearing bulbs, and wondering why his
garden never bloomed like his wise neighbor’s. 

The wise
neighbor would watch the impatient gardener, in fact he knew he was stealing his
flowers, but he never really thought they were his own property to begin with,
so he didn’t mind.  When the impatient
gardener wasn’t looking (which was often) the wise gardener would creep in and
plant a few bulbs here and there, and then quietly sneak away.  When they finally bloomed, the impatient
gardener (if he noticed at all) would stand there with his hands on his hips,
scratching his head at the site of freshly blooming flowers in his garden.  He never figured out where they were coming
from.  As he stood there perplexed he
could hear his neighbor singing through the labyrinth of flowers he had created,
and he would spit on the ground and go sulk in his dark and gloomy house.

One day the
impatient gardener had enough.  Why wasn’t
his garden blooming like his neighbor’s? 
He stomped over to speak with the wise gardener but when he got there he
couldn’t find him anywhere.  Only the
bright morning sun, the bees and a few butterflies were there dancing among the
flowers.

“Have you
seen the wise gardener?” he asked a bumblebee hovering nearby.

“He’s gone,”
buzzed the bee.

“Gone?” the
impatient gardener said in surprise.

“He found a
piece of weed-infested land a few towns over and he felt called to begin a new flower
garden there.”

“But what
will happen to this garden?”

“It will
last for generations, for it is filled with perennials and countless bulbs yet
to sprout.  Of course,” continued the bee
whirring around to face the impatient gardener, “It could use tending every now
and then, and it could use some new bulbs, sweat, and songs.”

“Well don’t
look at me,” the impatient gardener huffed.

“Why not
look at you?” came a sudden chorus of a thousand voices—butterflies, bees,
toads, the praying mantis, birds, and the flowers themselves all joined in, “Why
not look at you?  You’ve always wanted a
garden like this.”

The
impatient gardener hung his head in shame. “It’s not mine,” he whispered, “I
never did anything to help it grow.  In
fact, I stole from it.  I do not deserve
such grace.”

“Child,”
said the Queen Bee just arriving in their midst, “when the wise gardener
planted this garden the land and flowers, the bulbs, and the sun and rain—none of
it belonged to him.  Grace isn’t
something to be deserved, it is simply to be accepted, in the same way you
accept the light from the sun.  The only
difference between you two is that he was willing to work and wait, while you
were not.  And yet, in your own way you
were waiting working, you had secret bulbs planted in your heart—everyone does–that
ached for a new way, that longed to see the light of day and to be shared, and
here you are—you came here asking for help.”

“So?” said the
impatient gardener not yet understanding.

“So?” said
the Queen Bee, “the bulbs in your heart have bloomed.  You are ready to grow your own garden, to
share your own kind of beauty.”

“But that’s just
it,” he said, “this isn’t my garden.”

“Once you
start working it, planting and weeding, it will become yours, and of course, it
isn’t really yours, it belongs to everyone, and most especially to the One.  You will be its caretaker.”

The
impatient gardener stood there, tears forming in his eyes. He stretched out his
hands as if to show how empty they were. 
And as he stood there, butterflies landed on his arms and shoulders,
birds fluttered around him, wiping his tears with their wings, the flowers
began swaying and dancing, the bees formed a ring of thrumming, buzzing life
around him, toads peeped little peeps of encouragement, and the sun looked down
and smiled. And stood in the center of it all, and wept.

And when
finally he could speak, he asked, “what should I do?”

“Get to work,”
hummed the Queen kindly, “and start singing.”

Copyright Joseph Anthony of the Wonder Child Blog


Education Defined

Within the
darkness a light is born.  Like a sigh it
sinks deep into the folds of the blackness where it sings ever so softly.  Its song is its breath.  Its breath is its song.  And it grows, steadily, gracefully, until one
day it unfurls into the darkness as a star. 
And the darkness shoots away from that light giving it room.  The darkness flies from the light, not out of
fear, but respect.   For the darkness has
nothing to fear from the light.  The
darkness is not annihilated in its presence, it simply gives way, as a dance partner
bows and lets the other move freely.  And
the light continues to sing.  Only now
the song rises from its heartbeat, from its movement, from its sense of wonder,
from its sense of purpose.  For the light
holds within its hands the seeds of a destiny, a destiny that will change the
universe forever.  However the light
lacks one thing: direction.  It doesn’t
know where to plant the seeds.  For a
long time this little absence of information doesn’t bother the light, but as
it continues to grow, it senses somewhere deep inside that it needs a guide, a
teacher, a gardener–another light, to help fulfill its destiny.  And so with all of the confidence of the dawn
the light descends.  It drifts down, down,
down, slipping along spiraling currents, through rainbow-strewn caverns, and through
dark, dense forests.  The further it
trails down along its journey, the more its faith grows that the seeds of its destiny
are safe; so it tucks them away in the soil of its own heart and lets them sleep.  And it falls and falls reveling in the idea
that it is on its way to fulfilling its dream. 
One day it enters the Milky Way, veering towards the solar system
rounding the sun. It touches down upon the earth, where it spies a certain
continent and a country within that continent. 
It swims towards that country, heart shimmering with anticipation.  It weaves down into a state within that
country, right into the flow of a certain city, and into a borough, and then, with
one grand and joyous pirouette, it enters a building nestled among the trees. Finally
it settles, sitting before you in the highest form of its manifestation–a
child—ready; hands, heart, and mind hungry. 
She has chosen you; she has chosen
to be in your classroom.  And inside you
bow before that child.  You sense the
importance of her journey.  And with the
deepest reverence and love you step forward to shepherd this great light
towards a garden into which she will sow her seeds of destiny; a garden you
might not ever see; but you will know, that since you taught her with integrity
and a gentle, unyielding spirit, and with humor, her garden will help feed and
beautify the world.  Your light will
shine with her light, and together you will spread wildflowers across the land.


Copyright Joseph Anthony of the Wonder Child Blog


The Fable of the Elephant and the Frog


Once upon a
time there was an elephant standing in a pond happily eating some twigs.  The twigs were so tasty and nutritious that
he felt like he was in heaven.  He was
having a splendid time.  Now the elephant
happened to find the most delicious stick on the tree.  It was so delicious, so scrumptious that it
made him the happiest elephant in the whole jungle.  And as he was about to take another bite of
that fibrous stick, it suddenly slipped from his trunk and kerplopped into the
water.  And do you know what that
elephant did next?  He went crazy trying
to find that stick!  He splashed and
thrashed and stomped his feet in anger and the more he splashed and the more he
thrashed what do you suppose happened to the water?  It got muddier and muddier and the muddier it
got, the harder and harder it became to find his stick. 

Now nearby,
sitting on a log, basking in the sun was a green frog with gold-speckled
eyes.  The frog sat there watching the
elephant frantically stomping around looking for his stick, and finally he said
in a quiet voice:

“Be
still.” 

But the
elephant wasn’t listening.  He was too
busy splashing around. 

“Be still,”
whispered the frog. 

And the
elephant kept on splashing. 

“Be still,”
the frog said again.

 And this time the elephant was so tired of
fighting and splashing, that he stopped and said, “What did you say?” 

“Be still,”
repeated the frog. 

“Be
still?  What good will that do?” yelled
the elephant. “Don’t you understand I’ve lost the tastiest stick in the whole
jungle?  How can you expect me to be
still? I’ve got to find it!”

“Now
breathe,” said the frog. 

“Breathe?!  I am breathing,” yelled the elephant. 

“Breath in
slowly and deeply,” said the frog, “breathe in the stillness of the mountains.”

And whole
time the elephant stood there talking with the frog, learning to breathe, what
was happening to the water of the pond? 
The mud and the dirt were settling in the stillness. 

And then the
frog said, “Now look down.” 

And when the
elephant looked down, there was the stick! 
The elephant was so happy.  He
reached down and wrapped the end of his trunk around that stick and pulled it
out and started munching again.

*************************

 

Ever lose
your patience?  Your temper?  Your perspective?  Hope? 
Treasure this story in your heart and open it up whenever you need some
comfort and direction.  Sometimes the
best thing we can do is to be still and watch as everything settles into
calmness and clarity around us; the right answer comes; we find what we thought
was lost.  Sometimes the situation requires
action rather than stillness, and so we act—but from a place of stillness.  Either way—in stillness or in action–breathe—always
breathe…slowly, consciously, fully.  The
more oxygen you get to your brain the better.  
And sometimes
the direction we need in the most frantic of times comes as a whisper.
  Lastly, sometimes the wisdom we need comes
from unlikely sources.
  Be open to the
teachers around you.

Copyright Joseph Anthony of the Wonder Child Blog


Within: A Story of Retrieving What Was Lost

The old man
stumbled, fell, and lay in the snow-covered road trembling.  His body ached.  His head turned from side to side,
gasping.  His breath was barely visible
in the icy evening air.  No one saw him
crumple.  No one saw him breathe his last
as the winter night descended like a black and blue shroud.  No one saw the snowflakes fall onto his open
eyes.  And as his soul quivered from the
cage of his ribs and stood beside his former home.  And then two other beings rose from the
shell: a king dressed in a white ermine cape with a flowing purple train, and a
queen dressed in silk threaded with gold.
They stepped free of his flesh and moved a few yards away.

“Well,” said
the king to his bride as he straightened his robe, “where to next?”

“We need to
find a kingdom,” replied the queen, “one we can be sovereign over, one we can
help prosper.”  She looked towards the
soul of the old man, which stood like a grey, naked tree.

“Sir,”
called the king, “eh, sir?”

The old man
stared into eternity, dazed, eyes and mouth wide open, utterly alone inside.

“My dear he
doesn’t know what’s happened,” said the queen.

“Should you
tell him?” said the king.

“Me?  Why not you?”

“The news
might come easier from someone as beautiful as you,” smiled the king.

“What shall
I say?” she asked, “How can I tell him he never even knew we were inside
him.  How can I tell him that he could
have lived another ten years in great happiness and personal freedom had he
only sought our counsel?  How can I tell
him he is trapped where he stands until he is taken to the underworld by the
beasts which have grown in his soul and that are now spreading from his
bitterness into the ground?”

“My queen,
you are reading too much into his face.
He’s just in shock.  The
transition was sudden and he’s just a little disoriented.”

“No my king,
look at his feet.”

The king
looked down at the spirit’s feet.  From
them poured roots, like so many chalky grey claws into the ground.  The soul of the old man began to
shudder.  He looked down and screamed a
silent scream.

“Can we not
help him?” shouted the king. 

“I am afraid
not.  He never wanted us before.  That’s why he doesn’t see us now.  No dear, he will be pulled under soon…”

And as she
spoke, the soul of the old man was sucked downwards like water in a drain.  He whirled around, in a ghostly pirouette arms
lashing like branches in a storm.  The
roots pulled him down and within a few seconds he was gone.

The king
reached for the queen’s hand.  They both
wept and held each other.

“Wasn’t
there something else we could have done?” sobbed the king, “I mean while we
were yet within him?  Couldn’t we have
called louder, given more signs and blessings?”

“You are so
kind,” said the queen stroking the king’s face, “but no.  We tried speaking to him every day.  We called him to his destiny, we heralded him
to his dreams, but he refused to listen.
He wallowed in his fears, resentments, and criticisms of others.  He worshipped his prejudices and his
bitterness.  Once these grew into beasts
within him, there was no room for us and for service to the world.  There was nothing else we could do.”

“So we did
not fail him?”

“No, dear
king, we did not.”

“What will
become of him?”

She nodded
her head and smiled towards the old man’s dead body and said, “Watch.”

The king looked
at the wind-blown, snow-dusted husk of the man lying in the road and suddenly
he heard a cry come from within the dead body.
It was the cry of a baby.  It was
a cry of rage and of wildness.  And as
the king watched, the queen moved towards the body and bent low, offering her
hand into the shell.  The king winced as
he saw her hand lower deeper into the man.  Then a baby’s hand emerged and wrapped itself
around her fingers.  She carefully lifted
the child upwards and drew him close to her chest.  The baby quieted immediately and after he
did, the queen kissed his head, whispered something into his pearled ears, and
then stood him up beside her.  He wobbled
on chubby legs but remained standing.  He
wiped his eyes–his eyes of moons and stars, his eyes of eternal summer, his
eyes of everlasting hope.  He looked up
at the queen and laughed the laughter of brooks and of wheat fields, of crystal
snow falling, of the dawn.  His eyes met
the king’s.  The king bowed low to the
child.  The child nodded his head and
then looked at the place where the old man’s soul had been dragged into the
underworld.  And with a deep breath he
walked to the hole and began singing the song of the morning sun as he climbed
downwards into the darkness to retrieve what was lost.  They listened as his voice echoed into the
vast distances of eternity and space.
And when they could hear the child no more, they took each other’s hands
and turned and walked across the startling snow covered landscape in search of souls
that wanted to be free.

 

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Like A Fish Out of Water

The little goldfish leapt out of the water leaving a rainbow-tinted arc in the air.  Missing the larger fish bowl set next to its own by a fraction of an inch, it landed on the floor and flopped around staring up at the ceiling, the table, and the opening mouth of the cat.  Swallowed in one slippery gulp the goldfish sank into the warmth of the cat’s insides.  The cat licked her paws and purred.  To the fish it sounded like angels humming.  The purring reverberated through its flapping gills and fluttering fins, and as the goldfish breathed its last, it reflected on the way things had turned out: “Well, I tried,” it thought, “I didn’t want to die not having tried for the larger bowl.  My bowl was fine.  It was comfortable and I liked it a lot, but the other bowl seemed well, just so big.  I thought if I landed there it would make the children happy when they got home from school wondering how on earth I got in the other bowl…The bowl they were planning on putting me in anyway…Oh well, I wanted to make them happy.  I wanted to feel the water from the larger bowl singing through my gills.  But I missed.  Now I’m nothing…The children will be so sad.” And those were the last words the goldfish consciously remembered before it sank into an illuminated blackness.  When it opened its eyes it was blinking in a blinding, brilliant light.  And it felt water—the most refreshing, cool, and invigorating water it had ever felt or tasted coursing through its body.  When it was finally able to focus it realized it was splashing and swimming through the largest body of water it had ever experienced.  It was swimming through a pond dappled with golden light.  The sky above was blue with billowing clouds moving like majestic cities.  Castles of lilies drifted lazily over the pond, cattails swayed along the banks, frogs with gold-flecked eyes sat hidden in the reeds.  The goldfish had never felt so free, so grand.  And as it neared the shore it saw through the shimmering water, two children, a boy and a girl, looking down into the pond.  “Look,” said the boy, “that is the biggest koi I’ve ever seen…look…it has a crown on its head.  It must be the king of the fish!”  “That fish looks familiar,” noticed the girl.  And as she leaned closer, her night-black hair touched the water.  “It looks like our old goldfish…you know the one the cat ate three years ago.”  “You’re right,” said the boy staring in wonder.  And they sat and watched the resplendent goldfish tracing glittering golden patterns in the crystal blue pond for the rest of the luminous afternoon. 

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Achieving Your Goals, the Art of Teaching Each Other to Walk

Years ago, the baby crawled to the end-table, reached up, and hoisted herself onto chubby, wobbly legs.  She let go and then fell.  She reached up and grabbed the edge of the end-table again and lifted herself up.  She let go.  She fell.   Again and again she repeated this action until finally, over the course of many days, was able to balance herself on her own feet.  She chortled a crystalline laugh.  Her father sat in the chair across the room.  He held out his arms.  A coffee table and a foot stool stood in the path.  She looked down at her feet, thought at them to lift.  Finally one of her feet got the message and lifted, taking an awkward little step. And then she fell.  After a few exasperating moments flat on her face, she looked up at her father.  “You can do it,” he said, “one step at a time.” She rose again and steadied herself.  She raised her arms to ear level, and then teetered into a head-long step. And then fell again.  Over and over she fell and over and over got up.  Once he held out his hand and she grabbed ahold of one of his fingers and let herself be led across the room.  She was delighted.  She looked down at her moving feet.  She couldn’t believe what they were doing. Then he let go and she kept walking.  She looked up at him, amazed.  He held out his arms.  She tumbled into them laughing the laughter of heaven.  The image swirled through him.  That was thirty years ago. The sound of her laughter rang in his ears and formed the words: “You can do it daddy.”  He blinked back to the present moment where she held out her arms.  He slowly and tentatively rose from his wheel-chair, doctors and nurses looking on, and took the first steps he had taken since the car accident three years before.  He wobbled, teetered, and he grabbed her arms to steady himself.  “How am I going to do this?” he asked.  “One step at a time,” she said, tears forming in her eyes.  Then she let him go.  He took a little step, and then another.  He inched closer to her, until finally, he tumbled into her arms, laughing the laughter of heaven. 

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On Love


          

Once upon a
time two seeds slept side by side deep in the earth all winter long.  One day, without warning, without a word, one
of the seeds awoke, aching for light.  It
nudged the other awake, and soon they were both thrumming with a deep,
luscious, hunger for light and warmth. 
They began unfolding, and as they did they disentangled into each other’s
arms, while simultaneously pushing through the darkness.  And there was darkness–long, silent moments
of blackness, of not knowing which way to turn, except into each other’s
embrace, and they would unfurl upwards blindly, mumbling little prayers into
one another’s palms.  They would travel
fine for a time and then hit walls, only to eventually wind their way around
them or through them.  They occasionally got
snagged by the roots of other trees, but managed to free
themselves by simply being themselves, and keep moving through the darkness.  One of the seedlings would uncurl a stem as
graceful as a dancer offering her hand to the sky, and the other would leave
room for the gesture to unfold.  One seed
would stream upwards with a rush of intensity, leaving the other seemingly
behind.  Yet they were woven together at
their core, and so as the one surged forward the other rose too.  One would tire and the other would carry them
both.  One would become overwhelmed by
the ever present blackness and need gentle encouragement to keep reaching
through the fear.  There was a give and
take of these two lovers of light that inspired the darkness to part before
them, to crumble down barriers, to open the gates to the sky.  And finally they emerged, breaking free of
the blindness of not knowing where they were going.  That no longer mattered.  They were a tiny forest of truth, and they
blessed one another with room, they gifted one another with space.  And while they continued to untwist into the
bright air, opening to the light, they reached and stretched towards one
another and towards the light, revealing more of themselves to themselves and
to one another and to the light.  They
unraveled into bloom, and the light wove through them like breath through flutes,
and the two seedlings became trees, and stood together hand and in hand,
holding the earth, holding the light, holding the memories of how they moved
through the darkness, regardless of their inclinations to stop, to fall back,
to swallow the night.  They held their triumphs
and little victories, and then let them bud into fruits and flowers for all to
see, for all to partake of the sweetness and fragrance of their innocence.  And the light.  The light crowned them with the dawn and the
moon, and draped garlands of stars over their shoulders, sent fireflies dancing
around them, sent birds singing through their boughs, children climbing through
their branches.   And they stood, side by side, looking deeper
into the ever unfolding sky.


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