The Day it All Ends
by
Radiance Angelina Petro

The cotoneaster tree lives only a few years,
and dragonfly nymphs stalk tadpoles
in the underwater grass.

Uncramp yourself. The swing and sway
of life—the undiscoverable. So many possible
eternities.

The mutual aid of time and motion,
the wobbly electrons, the miracle of identity—
let something else be the custodian of the calendar.

Time is alive and well—maintained comfortably
in the acorn. Look at us—spread every which way—
full of no longer moments and not just yet moments.

Shadows bend into light, light bends into shadow.
The exaggerated now is drawing you on. The day
you outrun the tortoise is the day it all ends.

Once and For All
by
Radiance Angelina Petro

There will never be a once and for all. Time is full
of lakes and hills—so many things stimulated by light—
the commitment of roots, the looseness of summer,
the way a baby unfurls her hand.

Wishing for Nothing
by
Radiance Angelina Petro

Sitting on the other side of the room,
in my favorite chair, I listen to her
play Mendelson on the piano–
creating audible time and giving texture
to eternity–two hands passing melodies back
and forth, notes waving at one another. I’ve heard
that some patients in the operating room
hear orchestras playing their favorite symphonies
as they count down from ten.
I look up from my morning reading of Machado’s poems,
and see outside the window so much green,
I follow a leaf-hopper with my eyes,
the rainmaker has left town, and there are
strawberries ready for picking, I hear the light
of the sun coming down through the trees,
the density of my worries has lifted,
and the remembered self awakens, and thoughts
escape me, and that’s all to the good.
I am in the Pure Land wishing for nothing.

Meeting the Beautiful
by
Radiance Angelina Petro

Camus said: “tomorrow
longs for tomorrow.”
And the summer hours—
with no future,
no past, drift
through wild-flower fields
of now, today.
And thanks to Dante’s
scholastic efforts,
we know how
to meet the beautiful,
and go straight to paradise.

The Second Kind
by
Radiance Angelina Petro

It’s morning.
Only adjectives
float through the sky.
We’ve woken
from Ascension Island,
and the stretching
moments of the morning
are collecting, like
strings of nucleotides.
We’ve dreamt
our way through
gill clefts
that gave way
to buds of wings
and reptile hands,
to vestigial tails,
to fingers and spines,
to our day bodies,
ready for a second kind
of dreaming.

Something About Light
by
Radiance Angelina Petro

No one is truly self-contained.
Light elongates the arms of the starfish,
leaves hold themselves in angles to the light,
mushrooms shoot their spores in the direction
of the sun. Stickleback fish prefer mating in sunlight.
Even amoebas take each other by the hand—such as they are—
and move towards the light.

We are all movers of light. The emergence of forms
is light. Beams of excitation reveals everything
is painted light, and the child’s eyes are surprised
by the colors of light.

Memories modify the body, and in the general slowing
down of the day, and the perfect calligraphy
of the evening trees, we know we are sentient light.
And a day will come when the characteristics
of remembering darkens, giving way to morning
as we fold inwards towards the light beginning it all.

The Free Energy of the Sun
by
Radiance Angelina Petro

Eating cereal on the porch, I feel the soft wind
of the wings of the honeybee as it flies near my hand.

There is a moment when sound turns into light,
and we are swept along by guesses.
The free energy of the sun touches the horns on our spine.

Imagination’s laws don’t follow the will. Thinking
and doing are the same in the bee. Somehow birds
have geographical memory stored in their wind-filled bones.

Paul Valery said: “In the beginning was the fable.”
Montaigne said: “Grasp the present good, and rest there.”

The shelling of beans by my grandmother in the afternoon sun,
is built into my hands. The swinging of the hammer
my grandfather did for the railroad still rings in my arms.
The flowering barley is the remembrance of bread.
Who isn’t a bee traveling miles away on missions of light,
searching through thousands of flowers, looking for nectar
for the good of us all?

Belly of the Whale
by
Radiance Angelina Petro

Pope Innocent the VIII drank the blood
of three ten-year olds to attain everlasting
life. He had slaves nurse him to sleep.

The one-to-one correspondences
of letter to spirit mean nothing when children
die that way, when women are used that way.

The great breath of the universe keeps no clay vessels
assembled for long. And when the angel came,
the pope, and those who sat watching by his bedside,

frantically waved their thin ribbons of faith, like krill
whipping their antenna to avoid the lunging whale–sifting
them into its dark, eternal belly.

What Soamiji Said
by
Radiance Angelina Petro

There are contests in Alaska
to vote for the fattest bear,
and somehow people find a way
to rig the voting. People have been known
to cheat during fishing tournaments—
stealing fish from city aquariums
and pretending they caught them.
A man in New Jersey built a boat
in his house, and had to tear down
the wall to get it outside.
Garden warblers are finicky eaters.
Attar’s donkey went back and forth
the same journey over and over
getting nowhere. I meditate every day,
and it’s the only time thoughts about
cooking shows and people in Italy
lifting paintings and parading them in the streets
cross my mind. “Have some compassion
for your soul,” Soamiji said. I try to believe
this is all going somewhere. But I too
have a boat inside, and there’s even a snake
at my feet unable to unravel. I’m not going to give up.
I’m willing to tear down the wall
and lift the snake. I will find the right food
for the warblers, and feed Attar’s donkey
mouthfuls of grass for its efforts, and someday—
I will have compassion for my soul.

Your Capable Hands
by
Radiance Angelina Petro

Mr. Russell says we cannot
prove or disprove that we are
not being created at this very second.

The unembodied self, the little packets
of light, the bee’s patterned dances—the more
honey the more livelier the dance,

doesn’t seem to be too concerned.
The wind asks leading questions,
the bird’s mind is disguised as wings.

Whether or not Mr. Russell is right
there are crayfish under the rocks at the edge
of the lake, and the eastern gate to heaven

is always open. Whatever the truth is—
travel on light ground. There is are uncared for
gardens that need your capable hands.