{"id":227,"date":"2012-06-07T05:00:00","date_gmt":"2012-06-07T05:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/41c1a988-f7f7-479a-8ae2-b846939685ea"},"modified":"2012-06-07T05:00:00","modified_gmt":"2012-06-07T05:00:00","slug":"musings-on-the-mystery-in-two-parts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/?p=227","title":{"rendered":"Musings on the Mystery, in Two Parts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"\" align=\"center\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/encrypted-tbn2.google.com\/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRNHxRTJwv1yFTsu8A0HZsy6kCJuWZ_vxEphpxlypgEvS3L6pMY\">\n<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"\" align=\"left\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">I. The<br \/>\nSearching<\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">I have been<br \/>\nfollowing the Mystery for years.&nbsp; Every<br \/>\nnow and again I catch a glimpse of it in unexpected places: the patterns of<br \/>\nroots spreading through the ground, the swirl of milk in a cup of coffee.&nbsp; Of course I discern the Mystery in the places<br \/>\none would figure it resides: your eyes, for example, reflect luminous aspects<br \/>\nof the Mystery; the faces of the flowers nodding as you pass, reveal the<br \/>\nreverence the Mystery feels for all things; and the voices of children singing<br \/>\nrings out the Mystery clearer perhaps than anything else\u2014for me, that is.&nbsp; <o:p><\/o:p><\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">There have<br \/>\nbeen however, exquisitely surprising and terrible moments when the Mystery sneaks<br \/>\nup on me when I least expect it and blankets me with wonder.&nbsp; Exquisite because the warmth of being held in<br \/>\nthe Mystery is like being surrounded by the softest glow of the kindest hands;<br \/>\nterrible because the light it brings exposes my frailties and my hypocrisies<br \/>\nand I am forced to rethink, relive, and once again, allow myself to be reborn,<br \/>\nwhich is rarely easy.&nbsp; <o:p><\/o:p><\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">The Mystery<br \/>\nalso swathes me in darkness.&nbsp; When I am<br \/>\nopen, the Mystery descends (or rises, depending on where it is traveling from)<br \/>\nand surrounds me like a moon-lit night, where the darkness is deep, yet tinged silver<br \/>\nwith the light of the moon and the encouraging faces of the stars.&nbsp; It is then, when I am able to sink into the<br \/>\nmystery and let it enfold me.&nbsp; And I<br \/>\nneedn\u2019t worry about the opinions of others.&nbsp;<br \/>\nI can just be myself.&nbsp; <o:p><\/o:p><\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">Some would<br \/>\nsay this vision stems from a mother-hunger, a yearning to return to the womb,<br \/>\nand I wouldn\u2019t argue.&nbsp; The Mystery is the<br \/>\nDivine Mother\u2014Mother Nature, Mother Moon, Mother of God, Mother Lakshmi, Mother<br \/>\nOcean, Mother of All Flowers and Wings.&nbsp;<br \/>\nAnd so the Mystery seeks to enshroud me with soul-nourishing darkness,<br \/>\nnot to smother or possess me, but to set me free\u2014to allow me to be born into the<br \/>\nfreedom that the owl enjoys, that the manta ray enjoys,<br \/>\nthat the tiger enjoys, that the frog enjoys\u2014the<br \/>\nMystery wants me drenched with bliss, like morning grass kissed with dew.&nbsp; It wants me cleansed of all fear and rage and<br \/>\nprejudices.&nbsp; It wants me free to explore<br \/>\nthe dark waters that it pours unceasingly and graciously into my being\u2014for many<br \/>\ngifts and provisions are gathered in the folds of these night waters.<o:p><\/o:p><\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">And yes, the<br \/>\nMystery is the Father of Light.&nbsp; It<br \/>\nradiates the dawn when I am most lost and unsure of myself.&nbsp; It ignites fires in my mind and heart and<br \/>\nstories flood across the page.&nbsp; The<br \/>\nFather-hunger that rumbles through my insides is also filled by the Mystery.&nbsp; For the Mystery is Father Sky, Father Sun,<br \/>\nFather God, Father Mountain, Father Buffalo, and Father Whale. &nbsp;<o:p><\/o:p><\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">And the<br \/>\nMystery is the Holy Child roaming through the fields of my soul hiding<br \/>\ntreasures for me to discover, healing each bud and leaf with the touch of His<br \/>\nhand.&nbsp; The best is when I let Him find<br \/>\nme; let Him sidle up beside me unannounced and slip His hand in mine; let Him<br \/>\nappear in my dreams, like an angel and tell me secrets; let His faith burrow<br \/>\ninto my doubts and upturn them like soil needing to be tilled; let His singing<br \/>\nthread through my fears like golden light.&nbsp;<br \/>\nHe loves to visit mostly when I am creating (playing) writing, chanting,<br \/>\nor playing with children.&nbsp; Sometimes He<br \/>\nappears while I\u2019m sweeping the floor or driving the kids to one thing or another<br \/>\nand suddenly the road floods with gratitude because He has seen a marvelous<br \/>\nsunset through my eyes.<o:p><\/o:p><\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">And so I seek the Mystery\u2026I seek it because it<br \/>\ngives me joy\u2014this adventure of spirit and of bones, fossils and of flowers.&nbsp; It awakens things within me; a yearning to be<br \/>\nborn, to blossom, to be ignited, and to shine.<o:p><\/o:p><\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">II. The Sharing<o:p><\/o:p><\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">So when the<br \/>\nMystery comes, let us walk from our places of worship or rise from reading our<br \/>\nholy books, and walk gently, for we hold within the cup of our hands the<br \/>\ntiniest flame, the littlest mustard seed\u2026and it is ours, and it is real.&nbsp; Share it with the awesome responsibility of<br \/>\nbeing truly loving, truly kind, and truly compassionate.&nbsp; Let us turn to our neighbor and offer the fruits<br \/>\nof the Mystery that we have gathered, the ones given to us, the ones we\u2019ve<br \/>\ndiscovered after years of searching.&nbsp; Let<br \/>\nus offer them with patience, the patience of the night, the patience of the<br \/>\nhorizon, the patience of the lighthouse.&nbsp;<br \/>\nAnd since our eyes are mirrors, when we share our gifts, let us look for<br \/>\nourselves in the eyes of the other, look for how we would like to be treated\u2014look<br \/>\nfor the dignity and the gentleness; the unyielding, fierce wisdom; truly see<br \/>\neach other, see each other\u2019s suffering and pain, see each other\u2019s little (and<br \/>\ngrand) victories, so when we offer our cup of revelations, it may be welcomed and<br \/>\nnurturing, sweet, and refreshing.&nbsp; Let<br \/>\nthe Mystery speak through us so that all beings may live freely and securely,<br \/>\nnestled in the endlessly spreading wings of the Divine.<o:p><\/o:p><\/font><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"\" align=\"center\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">&nbsp;<\/font><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/encrypted-tbn0.google.com\/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRaf05Prjdbv9trDrQSPDPq9a4Wy8DjWg3WPOb0lQwgbHpe7WAqdg\"><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\"><font style=\"font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; \">&nbsp;<\/font><\/p>\n<p>Copyright Joseph Anthony of the Wonder Child Blog<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I. The Searching I have been following the Mystery for years.&nbsp; Every now and again I catch a glimpse of it in unexpected places: the patterns of roots spreading through the ground, the swirl of milk in a cup of coffee.&nbsp; Of course I discern the Mystery in the places one would figure it resides: [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/227"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=227"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/227\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=227"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=227"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=227"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}