{"id":1264,"date":"2016-01-23T14:06:57","date_gmt":"2016-01-23T19:06:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/?p=1264"},"modified":"2016-03-12T17:05:14","modified_gmt":"2016-03-12T22:05:14","slug":"when-there-is-nowhere-to-turn-i-find-myself-surrounded-by-the-moon-and-her-messengers-of-light-by-jennifer-angelina-petro","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/?p=1264","title":{"rendered":"When There is Nowhere to Turn, I Find Myself Surrounded by the Moon and Her Messengers of Light, By Jennifer Angelina Petro"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\">When There is Nowhere to Turn<br \/>\nI Find Myself Surrounded by the Moon and Her Messengers of Light<br \/>\nBy<br \/>\nJennifer Angelina Petro<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/moon.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-1265\" src=\"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/moon-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"moon\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/moon-225x300.jpg 225w, http:\/\/thewonderchildblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/moon.jpg 720w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">One morning, walking through the January forest,<br \/>\nI watched the path double back on itself and disappear.<br \/>\nOne evening, sailing on an indigo ocean of questions,<br \/>\nI saw the horizon swallow itself whole, like a monster all stomach and mouth.<br \/>\nI too searched for brains, a heart, and a home,<br \/>\nAnd the yellow-brick road turned into rust.<br \/>\nHeaven has fallen from the sky like so many shot-down stars.<br \/>\nThere is nowhere to turn that doesn\u2019t lead to ghost towns and empty silos.<br \/>\nMy aspirations get stuck in the trees, like shreds of shawls.<br \/>\nAngels\u2019 wings have folded.<br \/>\nSmiles are rimmed in blood.<br \/>\nEmbraces reach for me and miss, grasping themselves.<br \/>\nThe time has come for whirlwinds and blizzards,<br \/>\nThe time has come for floods, and bone-rattling thunder,<br \/>\nLook\u2014the sun was just swallowed by a wolf\u2014<br \/>\nLook\u2014the bridges have all burst into flame&#8211;<br \/>\nLook\u2014<br \/>\nThe moon is growing fuller,<br \/>\nTaking over the darkness\u2014<br \/>\nLook\u2014she is pulling the sun from the belly of the wolf&#8211;<br \/>\nLook\u2014she is stilling the thunder and plucking my prayers from the trees\u2014<br \/>\nLook-she is unfolding the path and shaking out the horizon and spreading it afar, anew\u2014<br \/>\nLook\u2014she is picking up the fallen stars and hanging them back in their places\u2014<br \/>\nLook\u2014she is brushing the angels\u2019 wings and rubbing their shoulders\u2014<br \/>\nLook\u2014she is wiping the bloody mouths, like<br \/>\nA mother wiping a child\u2019s face\u2014rough and tender, all at once&#8211;<br \/>\nLook\u2014she is steadying me so I don\u2019t duck or fall when the embraces come\u2014<br \/>\nLook-she is gently scolding me to listen better to her messengers of Light called:<br \/>\n\u201cYou.\u201d<br \/>\nLook\u2014she is lifting me, rocking me in the softest of breezes, singing,<br \/>\nAnd whispering runes and spells, affirmations, and ways through the dark,<br \/>\nAnd treasure maps and secret passageways through mountains and dungeons&#8211;<br \/>\nHer tears fall down her breasts, mixing with her milk as she lets me suckle<br \/>\nFor as long as I need in the cradle of her light-filled, infinite arms.<\/p>\n<form action=\"https:\/\/www.paypal.com\/cgi-bin\/webscr\" method=\"post\" target=\"_top\"><input name=\"cmd\" type=\"hidden\" value=\"_s-xclick\" \/><br \/>\n<input name=\"hosted_button_id\" type=\"hidden\" value=\"F4CK35BRFLT4Y\" \/><\/form>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><input alt=\"PayPal - 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